Life As a Garden..

OHK

I start off sluggish I proceed to make a better me.
Inspiration an motivation, my biggest let downs.
I have inspire myself and movtivate myself I believe everything does take time and with consistent effort and a good mind, the ways of life are bound to intertwine with the life I have in mind. In my mind everything is all over the globe I see pastel colors and fall colors. I see flowers and nice chairs. Wood floors and windows. Pens Pencils and paper, notebooks and words. Newspapers and magazines my life my heart, everything I dream of and think of. The music I listen too I feel like I’m in the 50’s jazz era. If the earth ever decides to bring me children, ill teach them all of the beautiful things this world has to offer without hesitation. Everything will be okay, with time.

Where are you sunny

95.

Never can I see myself working a 9-5 for the rest of my life. Money to me was never a main priority, I’ve always just wanted to prosper and create. Everyone likes to put you in a box. The choice is yours to not get stuck. I rather, create, then be stuck into a routine. Little by little ill get to where my mind wants me to travel the possibilities are infinite. I think a new thought everyday. Nothing really stays the same. If I think you’re cool all I want for you to do is smile. Make this life worthwhile. Look up at the clouds, then proceed to success your own success. Everything is a journey. I guess I can choose the rest.

From me to You.

Isn’t life funny how..
One day to another
The worries of yesterday won’t matter today..
There are many things in my life that have not blossomed how I would have liked, or at least as soon as I would have liked, my patience is what keeps me alive though, I wake everyday to see the sun rise and through that I smile, and every once in a while I am reminded that, life is… Well

MISS THE SUN

Oh.

They way I am. Is the way I’ve been.

You see if you’ve never experienced true sadness then you’ll never be able to understand it.

These trends aren’t trends for me.

I don’t choose to have anxiety, I haven’t chosen to be stuck I denial that I might be in depression.

It’s just just the weight on your shoulders that you can’t seem to lift off.

Mornings became the worst part of your day, because you know you rather never wake up again.

Nothing matters but yet in your mind you wish everything mattered and everything was exactly as you picture it in your dreams because your dreams are what keep you alive.

Luckily for myself I’ve always had a bit of hope that one day this will all go away.

I’m not sure about much, I think I’ve started to become fed up.

Yup,

Life ain’t fucking with me…

Taking it back.

Life always giving me reasons to give up.
Always giving me reasons to feel like a failure.
Ima flip switches an turn these negatives into experiences.
“They say things happen for a reason” I don’t know about that.
“God doesn’t put anything on your plate that he doesn’t think you can’t handle”
I don’t know about that either, what I do know is that this is my life.
And I have my vision the way I want my shit to go. And how I want my future.
No one here now, but I’m on my wave mannn I know people gonna act like they was there for me.
Miss me with that, foreal yo, people only fucking with you, when you sucking up to them.
Or praising them, or being fake. And my bad that ain’t me, my bad I’m fucking boring
And I don’t wanna be like anyone. Sucks for you, I don’t expect shit from no one
Ima earn my shit, ima make mistakes an ima learn from them.
What’s gonna come to me from destiny and because I paved my own way to them.
I have to much to say sometimes. These words aren’t enough I express my emotions
I just know life brings me down and out. But I will prevail. So I can lay in
My fucking hammock one day and not have a worry in the world.

Peace.